Lesbian sex
One of the side effects of my spinal cord damage is that often things do not always work the way they are supposed to. Over the years of being married to my wife i have learned to find other ways to pleasure her and her me that don't nessecarily involve my male genetalia. Already feeling like a woman this has made me often feel like we are more like a lesbian couple in the way we make love. Ogten time fingering is involved sometimes i use my tongue to pleasure her. Always it is very intimate and passionate. She has no idea i see it this way and often wonders what i get out of it but i find the whole thing very pleasurable. I wish she could see it that way. She has made it clear she has no interest in women and she only sees me as her husband. I see us as too women very much in love and even though i doubt I will ever be able to tell her the truth i have my fantasy.
It's wonderful how adaptive one can be when faced with a problem such as what BOTH you and I have to deal with. It's funny how at first my wife claimed hetero and would never see me as anything other than male. When I started to transition, it was if my body found new pleasure points bypassing the many dead spots I have. As you have stated I too see us in a lesbian relationship.
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