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God doesn't make mistakes

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I have been told by so many people when they learned i was trans that God doesn't make mistakes. My own father who is not religious even told me this. I was raised Christian and i still am and always will be a Christian. So how do i reconcile this? I fully agree God does not make mistakes. I am not a mistake. I am part of his creation. He created me to be transgendered. He has a plan for me and my life even if i don't know exactly what that plan is. Being trans is not a mistake it is part of being human for some people. Some people are male some are female and some like myself are something in between. It does not make us a mistake it just makes us something a little different. We bridge the gender spectrum. We can never be fully the gender we feel we are as we will never be able to reproduce as our preferred gender and our genetics will always be the gender of our birth but we can live the life of that gender and have the perspective of our birth gender. We can see both sid

Easter Dresses

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Growing up in a Christian family Easter was always a big church day. IT is considered to be the most important holiday in the church calender. And for girls and women it was always a day to wear a pretty new spring dress to church. I have attended churches where the dress code was casual and people came in jeans and tshirts to some services but on Easter everyone always dressed in their best. I remember when i was younder seeing my female cousins in their pretty new dresses. Going toi church and seeing other girls in their pretty new dresses and the same for women as i grew up. At the same time i knew I whould be wearing a pretty new dress but always forced to wear a dress shirt tie and pants. Later in life i realized I'd never have been welcome in most of those churches in a dress. To them I was a boy. Boy's don't wear dresses. But in my heart I always knew better.

What makes a woman?

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Many people will argue that a trans woman is not really a woman. Some would say to be a woman you have to be born with female genitalia and female sex organs. Some would say you have to have two X chromosomes. Not every woman is born this way. I don't think anyone would argue that every woman pictured above is a beautiful woman. Guy's who see them walking down the street would certainly take a second look. They might even be attracted enough to flirt with them or ask them out. But every woman above according to the before mentioned criteria is not a woman. Every one of them was born with male genitalia. Every one of them has an X and a Y chromosome. But do they look like men to you? Of course not they are beautiful women. A woman does not have to be lucky enough to be born geneticly female. They don't have to have female genitals or chromosomes. Being female is also a state of mind. If you know you are a woman inside and chose to take the steps to live as a woman you are

Just for fun

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Ok i'm having way too much fun with this app but I love to see how pretty i can look. This picture gave me shorter hair. Think i prefer the longer hair in the other two pictures but this look is cute too.

What's in a name

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As you can see I've been having fun playing with the feminizing app again. But I love it as it gives me a glimpse of what I could be. But anyway onto a new topic. Unlike most girls in the world trans women have the ability to chose our name from the time we start living as female. When i first started considering names I considered several Jennifer probably came to mind first. It is a very common name among girls my age and I have known many. But i think that was the problem. I wanted something different. Plus i have a cousin of the same name why have two in the family. The name i went by online for a long time was Michelle. I always loved that name so pretty and feminine and I don't think I've ever met a Michelle who's beauty didn't fit the name. But the name didn't really fit well with my last name. So finally i came to the name Kristi and the middle name Lynn. Not totally sure why but i liked the name and i use to work with a girl with th

What i look like well sort of

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I always dreamed of living as a woman and being seen as a woman but never had the chance. I still would not have the guts to post a picture of exactly how i look now but thanks to a neat online app i can show you what i might look like as a woman. I don't know but I think I look pretty cute. Would love to hear others thoughts. The picture is a real photo of me just modified by the app to feminize it.

Why I love oral sex

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I know many women genetic and trans do not enjoy orally pleasing a man for various reasons. Among them the taste, the smell, or just the idea of sucking on the same body part that he urinates out of. But if the man is clean and you try it i think more women would enjoy it. As posted before my first sexual encounter with a man was oral sex. I was nervous, i had no real idea what i was doing, but once i began everything felt so natural to me and it was pleasing to both my partner and I. I found over they years the more i did it the better i got at it even being able to bring my partners all the way to completion, and the more i enjoyed it. I think what i enjoy the most is the intimacy. You have your lips wrapped around your man's most pleasurable part of his body. When he likes it you know it. You feel his cock harden, you feel it thicken and you feel it as the pleasure intensifies and he gets into it more and more. Add some tongue to his shaft and play with his balls and you wil