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As I've said before this girl has a nerdy side. And one thing i have loved since i was young was the Batman franchise. Movies, Comics, TV shows, Video games etc. One of the earliest Batman graphic novels i bought was called "The Killing Joke". The issue is now famous or infamous depending on your point of view for its graphic violence and implied sexual assault. But it was also a turning point for the character of Barbara Gordon also known as Batgirl. In this issue Joker shows up at her home shoots her and kidnaps her father Commissioner Gordon subjecting him to psychological torment mainly naked pictures of his daughter lying in a pool of her own blood. It is also said the bullet severed her spine and she will never walk again. It was the end of the batgirl character and the birth of a new character. Oracle. She first shows up in the pages of the "Suicide Squad" comic series as a faceless hacker providing that team information and going by the name Oracle

It's no secret that transgendered issues have been in the news a lot in recent years. It is finally bringing the issue to the fore front after so many years of no one wanting to talk about it. There is good information out there if you look for it and some bad as well if you are not careful. When I was growing up i had no transgendered role models. For many years I had no idea that there was anyone else like me out there. It was not until my teen years i knew what I was. With the recent flood of stories about trans celebrities, rights, and legal issues no one can claim that its hard to find information anymore. But for teens and young trans guys and girls they still face many problems and uncertainty. They face parents and friends who do not understand or often do not accept them for who and what they are. But there is atleast one role model in my opinion that they can look up to now. Jazz Jennings a transsexual teen who has spent most of her life living as her chosen gender.

I grew up going to church. I attended several denominations over the years. But none of them made as big a deal about a child's first communion as the catholic church does. Ever since i saw my first communion dress at a young age I fell in love with the beauty and femininity. They looked so much like a wedding dress and what girl doesn't dream of wearing a beautiful wedding dress. Like so many other things I never got to wear one and my first communion was not a big event as in most protestant churches but even to this day I love the look of these beautiful dresses.

This story comes from when i was in college. One semester in college i took a class in human sexuality. The discussions were frank and adult for sure and little was held back by anyone in the class. There were of course sections on transsexuality and sexual orientation. I got to be friends with a guy in the class named will. We had a lot in common including the fact we were both bisexual. After discovering this we decided to hook up one day at my house. Will came over and to be honest we got right to it. He knew i was a bottom so i as usual took the feminine role. (He didn't know at this point i was also transgendered.) After giving him oral and getting him nice and hard we moved onto other things. We tried me on my back with my legs up but Will was a bigger guy and the position didn't really work well. So i rolled onto my stomach and he fucked me that way. One other note this was the first and only time i got fucked to completion bareback. I trusted him and knew him well

Growing up i had many crushes mostly on other girls, sometimes on boys. As talked about in an earlier post i didn't realise sexuality and gender identity were two completely separate things until i was an adult. I eventually realized i was bisexual. I met a guy named Mike when i was about 14. He was a couple years younger than me. This is not the same Mike i lost my virginity to he came later. (guess i have a thing for guys named Mike.) We got to be good friends we were both Star Trek fans and hung out a lot. As i got older after the cancer battle i started finding myself more and more attracted to him. He grew from a kind of geeky kid to a really hot man. When i was still recovering and still mostly home bound he came over a lot and we hung out watched TV had lunch etc. We shared a love of Sci Fi and a great friendship. The more time we spent together the more i fell for him. Sadly i never had the guts to tell him how i felt and to my knowledge he has no idea im Transgendere