Am i Gay? Or Cute boys and group showers
For most of my life I have felt like a girl trapped in a man's body. But i had no real idea how that related to my sexuality. Did that mean i was a gay man who just wanted to make life easier by being a woman so i could date men openly? That didn't seem right no matter what my father and others claimed about trans women. Was i straight male who just felt like a woman? For many years i thought something along this line. I clearly remember being attracted to women. My first dates were all with girls. But i also remember seeing guys my age who i thought were cute. I remember thinking i wish i was a girl so they would want to go out with me. My main attraction was still toward women but sometimes i could not help having these thoughts about boys. It never really seemed strange to me when it happened either bu i continued dating girls wishing all the time i could be one of them. One thing though got my attention. As mentioned in a previous post i was a boy scout. And in ...