A missed oppurtunity
I think that every little girl dreams of growing up and meeting the man of her dreams and becoming a beautiful bride, wearing a beautiful wedding gown, and walking down the isle. Even if i was born a boy I was a girl at heart and had the same dreams. The same grandmother who had let me play dress up whenever i wanted caught me looking at a catalog that she subscribed to that had a lot of toys and other things for kids. At the time I was looking at a little girls fancy dress costume much like the one in the picture. She asked me would I like her to buy it for me? I look back and i know i should have jumped on the chance. But i was too scared to admit to anyone that I really wanted to be a girl. I would have loved to have that wedding dress costume more than anything else in the catalog. And who knows it might have lead to more clothes of my own. But i said no. I couldn't yet come to grips with who I was inside. I could have pretended to be a beautiful bride with my own wedding dress...