Online shopping



Wit it more difficult to get around town i discovered the joys of online shopping. I was able to shop this way without getting any strange looks from sales staff and could find some great deals on clothing. My online shopoing trips resulted in more undergarments but also more outerwear including some cute denim skirts, a couple pairs of capris pants a dressier skirt and several cute tops as well. I finally had some every day wear appropriate for a woman my age. I still didn't have the courage to wear it outside the house but was wearing bras and panties daily in and out of the house. My life was back on track and it felt good.

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