Everyday wear

By the time i graduated high school in June of 1998 I had built up enough clothing that i was wearing atleast panties to school almost every day. Unless i had Physical training for JROTC or a uniform inspection i was atleast partially dressing as a woman. I was never brave enough to wear a bra to school as i was always afraid it would show under my shirts like it did non most girls. I look back now and ralise i doubt it would probably neverhave been a problem since i wore loose clothes anyway. But in my school their were no openly Bi, Gay, or Trans students so i had to be in the closet. My wardrobe had expanded to include a basic bra like the one seen here to go with my other two and many pairs of fruit of the loom and Haynes her way panties in different styles and materials to suit my mood. Atleast in the underwear department i was building quite a wardrobe and getting myself ready to go to college and transition into becoming a woman. However by the time i graduated i was burned out and needed a break so decided to not immediately go to college but wait a year. This would open up some other oppurtunities and working more offered me more money to use in my transitioning.

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